我為何愛你

在一起八年了。今天是記憶裡第一次問Cyrus,你為何愛我?

他慢慢走到我的身邊,輕輕地在我旁邊躺下。慢慢地、輕輕地說:

I love your eyes. I see clarity in it, from the first sight I met you. 

I love your voice. It makes me feel understood, and seen. 

I love your big heart, big soul, and big brain. I love how you understand the world. 

I love you as you make all relationships, with family, with friends, with everyone around us, thrive. I love how you care about small things in our daily life, and how much effort you put into them. You built the foundation of our life. 

I love how you could understand Lily from the heart. 

Cyrus擁抱了我,兩滴淚水潸然而下。

我把這一段牢牢記下,這是我的榮譽勳章。這是世間,為數不多我必須記住,為數不多值得在意的評價。它無比珍貴:它來自我愛的人,愛我的人;它來自一張我從未聽到一句謊言產生於此的嘴,一張我從未聽過擅自置喙是非的嘴。它來自一顆乾淨的心,在三千多個共度的日子以後,一個美麗的夜晚,一個幸福的時刻。

感謝你,我的愛人。

2023.09.26 牛津